Sept. 24 2011

I have to go back to Little Rock on Tuesday because my bottom sore isn't getting better if anything it is getting worse. I am not looking forward to it because I know Dr. Baker isn't going to be happy and also I have gained some weight. Yes I was supposed to but I have gained more that I was supposed to.

If I could get rid of the munchies it would help a lot but for some reason I am always hungry. I need to learn some skills so when they hit I can just put them out of my mind. It is salty food so it doubles the problem because I retain water then. I tried to snack on celery the other day but it just wasn't the same as chips. Maybe next time I will try dipping it in salsa because I did that once and it wasn't to bad.

I just have this feeling he is going to put me in the hospital and clean it there. I am hoping he will just scrape it in the office but it has been my experience that he doesn't do that. But hope springs eternal.

So think of me in your thoughts and prayers that on Tuesday I get to come home.